Stuck to the Car (literally)

A memory of something that happened about a year ago came to mind, made me smile, and I just had to share…perhaps it’ll give you a laugh of the day. 😉

It was one of those stories that isn’t quite so amusing when they actually occur, but is amusing to look back on.

After numerous brain surgeries, I had a brain infection, and therefore had a PICC line with IV antibiotics for several weeks. I went to the grocery store with a friend who drove me there. A doctors office happened to call right before we got there, so my friend went in without me while I finished my call.

As I got out of the car, I forgot to pick up the antibiotics off the seat that were attached to me, and didn’t realize it till I closed the locked door. Yeah. I was stuck…

Rather embarrassed, I took my phone out of my pocket (at least I had that, right?) to call my friend in the store. As it was still ringing, I glanced in the car and saw that her phone was still in the car. Greeeaaat…

Next option I could think of at the time, was to get the phone number of the store and see if they could reach her over the speaker.

So, I looked up their number as I tried to think of how to explain that I was stuck to the outside of the car. They said they would try and reach her. Ten minutes, no response. It then proceeded to rain. I called a second and third time, and they still had no response. By then they probably thought I was some sort of prank caller.

It then occurred to me that my friends car had one of those number keypads on the other side of her car, that though I couldn’t put it in myself, I could at least pass it on to somebody so they could unlock the door. I wouldn’t normally share it, but at this point I was pretty desperate.

So I called the store again, and they sent someone out to unlock it for me. Finally I was free. I immediately got in the car, sat down, and basically cried as I was a quite an embarrassed, wet (literally) mess. One minute later, the back door opens, and my friend says, “Oh, are you finished shopping already?” I decided to save my shopping for a later date.

This isn’t the end of the story. During my frequent calls to the store, my dad had texted me. I responded, but missed some of the texts, and he became quickly concerned that I was having seizures in the car alone. He contacted the store, who in turn contacted the police. Next thing I know, there are police roaming around the parking lot looking for someone having a seizure. They came to our car asking if one of us had had a seizure. We told them no, but after he walked away, it seemed too coincidental that I had epilepsy and he had asked such a question. I quickly checked my text messages and pieced together the story, letting him know that it was likely my dad who contacted the store. The more I tried to explain it the more awkward it became, so finally I just told him I was fine and we went on our way.

Sometimes these things just happen, but we just have to move on…we’ll be glad we did!

The Heart of God

Draw us close to Your heart so that we may know when You desire more,

When You have become angry, and also what is pleasing to You.

Open our ears so that we can hear–
To listen carefully–to the sound of Your heartbeat,

To its every rhythm and tone,
So that we can discern carefully what is of Your Word and what is not.

Death Has No Hold On Me

My heart is set on solid ground;

It does not sway and cannot be taken down.

Death has no hold on me,

I am firmly held in the hands of my Eternal Father.

Even when I fear the enemy,

My trust in God is greater–He will overcome.

For those trying to keep updated on my epilepsy:
I will be getting a Phase 2 test in the next 3 months or so, (a sort of internal EEG/surgery) to find more precisely where seizures are starting and hopefully do surgery later on to remove it. I will try and keep you updated! 🙂

Have a wonderful day & God bless!

Jessie

Forgiveness

When I wander from the straight road,
You draw me back.

When I allow myself to become blinded,
It is You that restores my vision.

Amidst chaos, I hear You calling my name.
As I turn my ear to You, Your voice becomes clear.

My sin becomes exposed and my weaknesses made known.
With my face down before You I seek forgiveness that You alone can give.

You heal every affliction I have brought upon myself;
By the mercy of Your blood and the grace of Your hands I am restored.

Where I have been stained has been made pure;
Though darkness has crept in, it has been shut out.

It has been replaced by Your light that is greater;
The darkness can no longer be seen.

Where will complaining get you?

This evening I read a chapter from “Keep A Quiet Heart” by Elisabeth Elliott called “Where will complaining get you?”

As I reflected on what I read, I thought of my own struggles, trials I’ve gone through, and times I’ve taken them to God in prayer–yep, complaining. For a fraction of a second, I began to defend myself, thinking of when Jesus prayed, asking, “if it is possible, let this cup pass from me.” But was that a complaint? No.

He was asking God to take away a trial. One that He didn’t even deserve, one that He underwent anyways, even to the point of death.

We will have trials too. Some temporary, some lifelong. Though we can take them to God–even ask for Him to take them away–we should not complain of them. To be sure, nothing good comes of it. We are only hurting ourselves.

Challenge yourself to not complain–ever. It not only affects yourself, but those around you.

I pray that God helps me discern the difference between asking that a trial being taken away, and complaining about it.